I have lived a lie. On the surface I tried to look and act like a typical alpha heterosexual male, I was a musician and former PLAYGIRL model. And while that part of me will always seem real, I had a secret. I started crossdressing when I was 12, it was around that time I started fantasizing about having sex with other men. I lived a double life. The truth is I had no clue what was real or who or what I really was, the confusion has wreaked havoc in my life and caused me a lot of strife. Did I want to be or think that I was a woman? Was I gay or bi? Was it an inferiority complex, a self-defeating prophecy? Was I just kissing to be clever, the bad kid touching the stove after you tell them not to?
I felt broken as if something was wrong with me. At the end of my rope I did what I had to do.
I became Danny Martin. My artistic vision come to light. This side of me I’ve spent my entire life both denying and hiding given a face and an identity. My rules. You will never know who I really am because I don’t know who I really am. The power is in control. To pull the strings, to have your cake and eat it too. For all the world to see
I am Danny Martin.